Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I Love You

Since yesterday I was just banging my head for what shall be written as a 4th post in my blog. As usual I can't stop thinking of him all through out the day. I just think of him 24*7!!!! Can't help it though..I started blogging just because he always said "Y don't you start writing blogs"?? N for this I used to answer " I don't know what to write"....But now I have started writing blogs and so I don't cribble myself on what should be written coz its just so simple for me....I just think of the time spent with him and here I pop with all new post....Its just so simple....I love you
I love you and I love you!!!
is not enough to express all my fellings for youmy life won't be enough to give you
all the love I have for you...but my promise to you,
is that every single day, I will give you the best in me, with no limits, everyday will be more...only for you
you own my heart, my whole being belongs to you...my whole being trembles, with the sweet image of you in my life...
thank you honey, for being who you are to me...
for all the love I recieve every single day from you...
for all the smiles I am able to withdraw from you..
I promise you for the eternity, that I will always love you...'cause I need you forever... perhaps a lot more than forever...
You and I will counquer this world
you and me, will turn our love into something greater
you and me will make the time to stop
you and I have found heaven within ourselves
a place where we can build our home of Passion
between the stars...
I love you so much!! and still is not enough to tell you how much I deeply love you ...my love for you, is endless...I love you even beyond my own limits!
You and I have the power to make a new paradise....
you are my Adam and I am your Eve...no need of clothes, no need to cover our true passion...no need to hide that I need you with all my strength...this passion that burns hot deep inside of me...I am ready baby, ready to love you, to be inside of you...ready for one day to come and we have our fountain of love..You, and only you are my fountain, I am thirsty of you, that will raise me to heaven, and bring our love to a higher level of passion, that only you and me, have for each other.....
How simple my life is now you are here, How I cherish each breath, How I crave the light and laughter you have brought me. I have fallen in love without taking a step, Fallen into the sweetest of dreams, How I hope no one wakes me. The simplest gesture wraps itself around my heart, Where I will hold it forever.
I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and Sacrifice myself for you if need be....Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart, no matter what the length of time it’s for and regardless of the distance. Enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life, be there for you when you need or want me, and never, ever want to leave you or live without you. I love you this much.....
Each time we say goodbye a part of me weeps, Though I know it is not forever
To my aching soul it is an eternity. I see my happiness shine in your eyes, Every time you could hold my hand my heart skips a beat. How sweet life is to be yours; How meaningless life is without you...
They know nothing of the loneliness before you Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day, How did you do it, I ask myself, How did you banish the fear, the darkness? You have made me see that nothing is that bad, That I am strong and worthy of happiness, You have saved me from myself.
It’s you I crave, I need your touch........You fill me with desire, You’ve stirred something that’s deep in meIt’s like a raging fire!
It’s you I crave, it’s you I need......Caressed by your sweet lips, I hunger for your warm embrace....Your tender finger tips!
It’s you I crave, desire so In midnight darkened shade...I’ve dreamed about you many times,And oh! The love we made!
It’s you I need, so tenderly....Your warm and liquid eyes, Please hold me tight, and don’t let go.....Feel love in me arise ........



Waking up with a soft smile on my face with the remains of a dream fresh in my mind
and the warmth of it still flowing through me, I can still feel your arms wrapped around me
and the warmth of your body laying beside me.
I open my eyes ever so slowly and snuggle into the pillow and look out at the fresh morning sunlight, I wish you were actually here and I was hugging you instead of your picture.
Walking through each of my days smiling and laughing because of you, not getting to see you in person but feeling you with me every moment, its a feeling I’d never trade.
Smirking a little over something you said or laughing right out loud, sharing each day together with you and yet thousands of miles apart, my long distance lover and friend.
The hours I spend talking with you is the time I look forward to each day, you make my life so wonderfully completea nd fill all the hollow places inside me,
I never knew what it felt like to be whole before..
Even though we fall asleep each night
in separate beds in different cities,
you are
more real to me then anything else
and I never spend a single day without you right here by me.


The way you turn a simple phrase into a detailed mental picture,how you never fail to make me laugh and chase all the dark clouds away,honey you absolutely amaze me. You are the light that shines on my darkest night,the hand that guides me out of the storm, and the reason I’m even alive today, thank you honey for being yourself, I’ll love you till my life’s end..

My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace, just to look upon your face,
Just one little touch, from the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile,
for just a little while, To know that you miss me too,
as I’m thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe,
knowing you’ll never leave, To see you walk up to me, then embrace you tenderly,
To just be with the one who’s sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
I sit here alone in my room,
I’ve told you many thoughts that weren’t borrowed or bought,
And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me,
I can’t explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain’t over till one of us draws the final curtain, For I’ve seen an angel and I want you to know,
If it’s my choice to make, I’ll never let you go,
Don’t know what life holds, maybe there’s no reason or rhyme,
To think you may be mine in a matter of time, And though I cannot touch you and we are now apart,
My Love,
you do dwell,
so deep within my heart.


I love the way you make me feel....As you kiss me in my secret place....Your touch and kisses is a raging fire, Deep within me....I stare into your eyes, pleading with you to devour me inch by inch by inch .....Pushing me to the edge Of Ecstacy.....My breathing is ragged, Chest bare I wrap my legs around you, As my body becomes one with your touch stroking me...... I am loving the feeling of your hardness inside of me, Deeper and Deeper....I can hear your heartbeat...And your breath ragged, Loving your body completely....As you send me to heights unknown........

I don't want, i need! I need you more than you can know....More than love and the wish can show, I need you....I need you in my days, After & Before my morning, I need you....There’s a bit of you in my breath In every minutes in my life, I need your images to dream....And your body to love, and your face in pleasure I NEED YOU , I need you ....excites me on a path of delights, I need you when my life is empty....And in my darkest hours, I need you...You're my man, I am your woman ......

I need you, I need you!!!!!!

I love you the way you are.
I love you the way you touch me.
I love you the way a rose blooms.
I love you the way stars shine.
I love you the way the moon smiles.
I love you the way you laugh.
I love you from my extreme ardor.
My love will never end for you.
My love will never fade in a seasonal storm.
My love will gain however you want.
That's the height of my love.
Now I can say it again.
I love you.. the way you are.
I love you.. the way you adore me.
I love you.. the way spring water falls.
But do I know how much you love me?
I can see it in your eyes.
I can feel it through your passionate touch.
You are the only yawing star in my sky.
Who can give me as much light as I need.
Who can fulfill my dreams with such pleasure.
I know you love me the way I love you.
Come to me, I can walk with you up a lonely road like your own shadow.
Now i can say it again.
I love you.... the way you are.
I have breathed you in
Through the pores of my love my quenched skin;
For ours was not a moon laden with honey.
It was a moon bursting with fire,
Satiated by the drippings
Of our mutual desire.
You course through my veins,
Intermingled with what blood remains.
No longer does my heart pump that vital potion.
It crests your love like a waving ocean,
Bounding to shore with impassioned force;
Returning to its aortic source.

To what do I rush.......
A pounding tsunami crashing my heart's shores,
I'll always love you for the rest of my days, You have won my heart and my soul with your sweet sexy ways....You gave me hope when I needed someone near, You bring me happiness of every year.....And I'll always love you for all that you are, You have made my life complete you're my lucky star.....You are the one that I've been searching for, You are my everything tell me who could ask for more! Honey this will never end I need you by my side....You're my lover, my friend...You gave my world a thrill I'd never known...And filled my eager heart with a love to call my own, And I'll always love you ....you must know how much I do !!!!!You can count on me forever and I will take good care of you! I'll always love you I'm so happy that you're mine.....And I'll always love you.. yes.......Till the end of time!!

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
How do i say its okay when, only thing thats eva gona be okay is u rite besides me..
how do i say i understand when, all i understand is i fuckn hate this bridge..
how do i say m fine when, m nowhere in nearest vicinity of being awrite..
how do i say i miss you when miss you sounds to be understatement of the millenium..
how do i say come right back baby without making me sound a greedy hag..
how do i say the reason of my lost smile without sounding like bollywood actress..
how do i say "Stop it" to the silent tears of my heart evry split second of my life
how do i say i love you..love u more than the words can eva say..!!
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how do i explain this silence?
how do i LIVE AGAIN? !!! ?????????? As if by magic you came into my life, cleanse away the tears...wash away the pain, colour my world with tenderness and loveso magical,so precious, this feeling you brought back into my life......every moment spent is priceless,unforgetable memories shared, every moment,you came so suddenly ....caught me unaware,but what a nice surprise ......your presence is in my life.................


Arms open wide, circling round my shoulder,
holding me closer and closer , still such warmth, such comfort feels like heaven
to touch, snuggle, closer arms entwined
never letting ,go holding on ...
still
smelling the freshness,the newness of it ,
all feeling the closeness of souls
finally meeting of hearts that beat
as one of a new love just beginning
Let’s forget the past and not think of the future
All we have is now
Just the two of us....
I Love You

Monday, November 17, 2008

Sealed with a Kiss

I never knew much about what love meant. I would watch those I know fall for some guy and be swept off their feet, all loved up and happy. I would see them on their phones texting away with a smile permanently stuck to their face. I then use to hear everything about that guy they are so in love with, even what he ate for breakfast! I guess people “in love” do that sort of thing; share useless information that is irrelevant! However, when your “in love” that's what happens!

You tell your friends the same story over and over about how you and your new lover were once a forbidden item; that no one could know how you felt about each other. You'd pick the petals off flowers anticipating whether the last petal you pick will be “he loves me”. You'll sit and day-dream on possibly your future with this person; when and how you want to marry them; how many kids you want and generally how your family life with them will be like. You write secret coded messages to them with love hearts acting as a boarder. Basically, when it came to that special person in your life, everything you do is for them.

I eventually found love all the way from Kanpur....We actually started off friends and to be honest I don't think either of us believed we would end up in love. It all started with witty comments and interesting conversation. He would tell me how his day was and what he was up to and I would be actually interested to know. After a few months I got this feeling of excitement when we spoke and I would always find myself smiling at the very thought of him. We would speak daily and with each day we found out more and more about each other. I wanted to know everything about him, yes even what he ate for breakfast! His daily life became a valuable contribution to my own life. Eventually we admitted to the eachother (not sure what order!) that we liked each other. It was not till later on in our relationship that he told me he loved me.

The meaning of love for me has very much changed since this wonderful guy came into my life. Yes he came and swept me off my feet; yes I smile permanently when I call or text him; yes I tell my friends useless stories that some of the time I only understand!; I have also picked the petals off a flower hoping I hear at the very last petal, “he loves me”; I also have day-dreamed my life with him. But I found that there is much more to love than what is obvious to everyone else. I would drop anything for him; I would do little things for him, whether he noticed or not; whenever I look at him and I see him smile it makes me literally melt ( I know not literally since I would be a pool of water but the feeling of melting is what I mean!). He is love; to me that is what I know love to be. Love is an entity that you can touch and feel, something there to hold you and take care of you and someone to just be there – he is that entity.
Love is not the same thing to everyone; it comes in all shapes, sizes and forms. Its how you see, feel and touch love that gives you its meaning; no one can describe it to you; only someone special enough can make you feel it; however it comes to you. One thing is for certain you'll know love when it hits you.

I have been in a relation with this guy from past 4 1/2 years and its been a fantastic journey till now, a journey to memorized lifelong with Him..coz Hez my lifepartner..When he kisses me, he makes me feel that "Darling, U are beautiful n I love you more than anything in this whole wide world"...For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air...That's what it exactly feels when its all about me n him...

I lay my head down, On my pillow every night. I keep thinking to myself, Everything seems so right. It's like, every time I'm with you, You make something seem so real.I hope you know by now,How I really feel.
I keep all my focus on you, And block out every other thought. I thought you were someone different,But you proved to me you're not.I thought someone like you could only be real in my dreams. I'm so happy I found you, It's so perfect, as it seems. You're like an angel sent from heaven, A wish that has come true. I never thought I could feel this way, Not until the day I met you! When we talk, a warm feeling stirs inside. I don’t know what to call it....But it feels so good.If only I could touch you, like your voice touches me. I feel like I’ve known you, and you’ve known me.I can’t wait ‘till we are together, so we both can see.I think of you often.But can touch you only in my dreams. Close your eyes. Feel the warmth of my hand as
I softly touch your face.Feel the heat of my breath, as I rest my head on your chest.If only it were real ...And you were there when I awoke. Do you feel the heat? I really need to know.Somehow, from so far away I think you’ve touched my soul!!!!!



Let’s make out let’s do something amazing, let’s do something that’s all the way
Coz I’ve never touched somebody, like the way I touch your body
Now I never want to let your body go. I watched you touch me all night and it felt like the first time we'd made love together....But it wasn't. You've touched me with your fingers, your tongue, the soles of your feet,Passion so sweet when your r un rough hands down my belly to the river that flows Only for You.
You are the man who'll touch me tomorrow......But it won't be the same as today......

Every morning, night, day has a rythm that's created by the look we exchange before we peel our clothes.......And lie wherever it takes us. You are my passion but more Another side of me in flesh.......My lover, my king , my man

My lover, my king , my Man...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Pain Of Missing Your Love

This is kindaa strange tht out of no whr I suddenly startd blogging n I m loving it. Here I come again with a very special post all dedicated to the love of my life. Just to let him know tht I m missing him badly. Just to let him know that I crave for him day in day out, its not only You honey who craves for me but me too..

Although you're so many miles from meI just want you to know I could never forget you... Sent my love to you straight from the heart I feel you so near though we're so far apart....
Tears like rain falling from my eyes, as we said our goodbye .....,I could feel my heart break, Only emptiness filled my soul....I was half not whole, But I pray you'll come back, coz I love you.......And I want you to know I'm thinking of you........Every hour of the day.



Darling,

Telling you that I miss is not something new because you already know I miss you all the time. But, today I missed in such a special way that I get embarrassed just talking about it!I don’t know what you’ll be thinking of me after I confess “how” I missed you… You know, all of a sudden, in the middle of my work, I started thinking about a whole bunch of nonsense? No, not nonsense… but it wasn’t exactly the kind of thoughts you should be having in the middle of your work or your classes… I longed to see you, to have you… to have you kiss the tip of my ear and then, I’d offer you my neck, my shoulders and my arms for you to kiss ten, twenty, a thousand times until you got tired!We both know what happens when we start doing this, don’t we? Well, of thought of it all – the beginning, middle…and end! My love, please don’t make me blush when we meet again, but I miss your breath, the smell of your mouth and of your skin, your strong hands pulling me closer to your body and (just listen to this!) your rush to get rid of my underwear!

The single thought of you, gives me this sudden urge to be with you and to enjoy the sweetness of your soft skin and your exhilarating odors. I mean, the smell of your breath, the smell of the sweat under your arm pits and the exciting aromas harbored between your thighs. But just the thoughts of you are not good enough. I want you with me as soon as possible, so that we can repeat the eternal ritual of bathing me with your tongue and rediscover every single one of those fragrances. I want you to repeat that delicious route of kissing me, starting with the back of my neck, only to stop at the precise moment when I hold your head, keeping you from reaching your knees.I want to be with you and celebrate your presence with simple caresses; the kind of caresses that would go unnoticed if they were done in the middle of the street, in broad day light, but gain a different meaning and dimension when they are done by the candle light or in the semi-darkness of the bedroom. I want to be with you now and forever. My soul was caught by your affection and your body lightens up mine. I want to smell all the pours of your skin, as if you were a garden in bloom and my lips had taken the shape of a hummingbird. My darling, loved and adored one, I miss you so much. In your body, I want to sense the smell of nature, like the force and the energy you can sense in the woods after summer rain.

I want you at all times. Sometimes I wish I could have you glued to me, well kept in my body like a tattoo or a piercing. I would like to feel you very close to my skin, making my hair stand on end at every hours of the day, as if I could feel the warm breeze of the sea. I want you more and more.I love to feel you inside of me; I love to feel your virile member slashing my skin, like burning iron teasing my desire.

I imagine you on top of me, making me moan with pleasure with your vigorous and precise movements. I love to feel the dense and warm liquid of your pleasure run inside my body. I love to feel that you are my male, protector and master of my body. A vigorous man but at the same time, a defenseless little boy, relying on my arms and the warmth of my thighs. I love in when you fall asleep in my arms, resting your head on my shoulder for countless minutes, after having irrigated my flesh with your abundant semen.

I like the taste of your saliva when you kiss my mouth and I like the warmth of your breath when you kiss me between the tights… (Ah, you know very well where I love to be kissed!). I love your kisses more and more, your cuddles and your strength. And I’m writing to you to tell you

I Miss You tooo Much..

I Love You Soo Much..

Saturday, November 15, 2008

You Intoxicate My Soul



I have been thinking to write a blog from quite some time, but somehow I din't..May be I was lazy, may be I din't think to write, or whteva the reason be. But now I know what I want to write.. I know what are the things that always cribble in my mind... Its all about LOVE and nothing else for I crave. Love to me is the greatest gift of God with which I am blessed totally....I feel lucky that I am among 1 of them who is completely blessed with this gift....Love is all about how you make each and every day in to a memorable moment... Its a journey of 2 people just following words that can never be explained even if one wants to - "Now and Forever"

My Soul


The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what's best for you, even if it means breaking someone's heart, including your own.

If there’s nothing else, there’s always applause. I’ve listened backstage to people applaud; it’s like waves of love coming over the footlights and wrapping you up. Imagine, to know every night that different hundreds of people love you. They smile. Their eyes shine. You’ve pleased them. They want you. You belong. Just that alone is worth anything.”


I had a pocket full of dreams but I gave them all to you. Now I think I want them back.So can you tell me if I'm crazy or confused?Don't ever change the way you are;I've never loved anyone more."

You're letting her think you're emotionally available. You're letting her think she has a chance. And there is nothing worse in the world then thinking you have a chance, when you really don't.

And after awhile, you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. No one else is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep on keepin’ on.
You've always got to remember, rock and roll's never been about giving up. For me, for a lot of kids, it was a totally positive force, not optimistic all the time but positive. It was never - never - about surrender.
I've been running around for the past year with absolutely no direction.I didn't know what I wanted. All I knew was that you were always there,always in my head, always under my skin.



You are deep with in me, so deep that I can feel each and every breath of yours. Its all about that touch of yours that I start blushing......Dat kiss of yours which I can never forget..D way you touch me makes me feel "Yeah Darling, You aare all Mine"...Its all in your touch tht I cn feel feel deep inside me saying.."Darling, I love You"....

at the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance, then pretend not to care about each other its usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to. And once we've chosen those people we tend to stick close by no matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sometimes close can be too close, but sometimes that invasion of personal space is really exactly what you need....


You go to my head with a smile that makes my temperature rise, like a summer with a thousand Julys.


You intoxicate my soul with your eyes.